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Name: Yumi
Country: United States
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Interests: 1. glorifying God, by enjoying Him forever2. enjoying our greatest blessing, Immanuel (God with us)Wait... that's the same thing, :P ;) ... I also enjoy entertaining, dancing(hiphop&jazz), martial arts/stunts, cooking, baking, sewing, designing clothes, drawing, hairstyling & makeup (for others), football, table tennis, basketball, snowboarding, jogging, badminton, golf, bowling, baseball, frisbee, billiards, solving riddles, playing board games with family, kids (all ages), early mornings, learning, taking notes, organizing, reading, being a nerd (not a smart nerd... just a nerd).
Expertise: "fisher of men" matthew 4:19... ok, maybe not yet... hopefully soon!
Occupation: Child of the Most High King


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Member Since: 3/4/2003

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Monday, September 07, 2009

blessed... by my Good Shepherd.

Went to dinner with a sister in Christ. Little did I know that it would be one of the most blessed days of my Life. It wasn't anything huge in man's eyes...

Just a typical day to have a meal together... All we did was go to the laundry mat, waited while she did her laundry and then went to El Taurino.

What was different?

All she kept thinking about (very naturally) was sharing the gospel to everyone around us. It may seem so simple, but God knows the heart He gave me. This is why I Live... to share this Life, yet I keep forgetting... as soon as I would forget, she would ask/say, "share with him."

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It started with her watching me talk with the doughnut store man... then we went to the laundry mat (a couple stores down, to check on how her clothes were doing) and I was sharing how God allowed this lady who saw demons accept Christ & pleaded me to have continuation.

then she mentioned that she thought that was why I was talking to the doughnut store owner... to share the gospel. why didn't I think of that?... :(

she saw a guy next to us & said to me, "share the gospel to him." so I asked him if he knew the gospel. He was a child of God. praise God. When he left, he asked us to pray for him. A prayer for him:
         "Lord, may he enjoy the greatest blessing... of being a witness of You being with him and as he enjoys this
          mystery, to further enjoy being able to bring this Life to whoever he meets."
since we had  to wait a little longer for her laundry to dry, she said, "lets go there(doughnut store) then." so we very naturally, comfortably, peacefully, went back. just being led... I asked if he ever heard of the Gospel and he said no. I asked if he wanted to hear, and he said no... so we left... just following His lead.

then we went to El Taurino, the security guy moved some cones to let me park. Later she drove around the lot and he then moved the cones to let her park. When she came out of the car, I told her he moved the cones for me too, and she replied, "oh, he is the prepared  person to accept this gospel today. He is the one, I know." every time I forgot, God reminded me through her.

we then went inside the restaurant. While we were waiting for our order, she looked at a guy sitting down near us and said, "go share with him." haha. She was so eager to have me share with everyone. So I told her politely, "you can share." as I know she had before. I will pray for you. Then she pointed at this other kid and said, "or share with him." so we gave it a second (praying within). We both seemed to have the same thought to split up and share with both individuals. She then said, "ok. on three. one, two, three." haha. so I just followed His lead and did as she said.

conclusion?
The guy (joe) I shared said he believed Jesus was his Saviour and that he came from church. He believes, like many Christians do, that Evangelism is for some people and other people have different roles. He says he just ends up debating with people when he does "street evangelism". Not wanting to debate, I prayed and asked God... what would you like me to relay? I just told him that God has given everyone the Blessing of evangelism. I gave him my card... he said maybe one day he will come visit C4 (our explosive church).

The boy she shared with (his name was Jesus, 15 yr old boy) accepted Jesus as his Saviour. Praise God.

Praise God for Jesus(the kid) accepting and stepping over from death to Life. I told the girl I was with that God brought her back to the U.S.(she just came back to visit the CA from staying at the mission home in Korea) to meet and share with Jesus(the kid). I can see why Satan works and wants her to keep thinking about suicide... Satan is afraid of her b/c she keeps wanting to share this Gospel that she accepted ~3 yrs ago.

I thought I was going to just pray and encourage her today. Little did I know, God had everything prepared. Little did I know, that The Almighty God wanted to bless me with the greatest blessing... to see everyone the way He sees them... as evangelism targets... as a spiritual battlefield... Satan's kingdom vs. God's kingdom.

Now if this was my everyday thought. If God blessed me to always see people the way He does. To share this gospel to everyone I meet... I would be overwhelmed with joy... I would be sitting in the greatest seat of blessing. I would be, hands down, the Most blessed person in this World.

thinking of what happened today... I just want to praise God...

(in tears of joy, confessing, praising my Lord, my GREAT SHEPHERD...)
You are my supply.
My breath of life.
Still more awesome than I know.
You are my reward.
Worth living for.
Still more awesome than I know.
And all of you, Is more than enough for all of me,
For every thirst and every need(amen),
You satisfy me with your love (amen),
And all I have in you is more than enough(amen).
You're my sacrifice, Of greatest price,
Still more awesome than I know.
You're my coming King (praise God),
You're my everything (amen).

You are more than enough. More than all I want, More than all I need, You are more than enough for me.

thank you.
thank you for sending your precious Son so I can be with You.
thank you for completely solving all problems/curses in my Life.
thank you for giving me Victory over Satan.

Lord, You complete me.


Saturday, June 20, 2009

Life.

"When you understand evangelism, you will understand Life." -p.ryu

wow. powerful.

A: "You aren't going out this weekend?"
B: "Yeah, I have no life."

I always thought that was weird.... so going out means you have a life? hm...

culture. movement. God's plan?...

 ---- story 1 ----
praise God... I went to India to perform martial arts. Before I went, God blessed me to pray, "Lord, do not let me go to India, unless you give me the evidence that You are with me." Problems came up. saw the girls in my troupes' spiritual problems. In the midst of it all, God blessed me again to pray for this worker, Prashant, at the hotel I was staying at. God moved the world and the incidents that happened led up to Prashant meeting God.


Thursday, April 30, 2009

I can't explain. (public version, ;P)

여호와는 나의 목자시니 내게 부족함이 없으리로다. thank you 주님

My heart hurts. It's weird. My insides feel like they are being churned & it literally hurts... My blood is rushing, my arms are shaking and my legs are weak, yet I feel so blessed. I am so thankful for the "sad situation". It's strange. Why do I feel like that? "peace I give you, I do not give to you as the world gives." God is with me. He is my Shepherd. I lack nothing. Creater God, is with me. How can I not feel thankful? Praise the Lord. O my soul. Sing praise to Him, for He alone is worthy.

Trust in the Lord, with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God and the peace of God which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Thank you Jesus.

I used to feel so hurt about the dumbest things (ie.my sisters being mean to me, nothing big, just a typical sibling fight...), then I would wish the spirit that was in me never existed, that I never did, that it was in another person. but little did I know that it was the Holy Spirit itself in me. I can't understand why God is so good to me. To reveal to me just the slightest bit of the gospel, to have called me to even be used in the slightest bit to share it to someone else, to understand even the slightest bit what He has revealed to Paul & the other remnants in the bible to me... who am I? how could I, yumi oh, be so blessed? I cannot understand. I cannot comprehend.

Lord, You are too beautiful beyond description, too marvelous for words, too wonderful for comprehension, like nothing ever seen or heard. who can grasp your infinite wisdom, who can fathom the depth of your love?

Lord, glorify Yourself. Just as the message today said... allow people to have no choice but to see that You, creater God, is with me. If this could even be shown to one person accurately, my Life would be worth having lived.

side note: I have no one to call... but I don't feel alone. huh. strange. well, I could call some people, but I wouldn't hear what I know I need to hear... "Jesus is The Christ." nothing more, nothing less. I wouldn't have it any other way. Lord, You never leave me nor forsake me. No greater joy is there to know that You, Father, are with me & that I can enter into a deep enjoyment of Immanuel. I am not alone. I am never alone. :] I love You. I just want to be with You and enjoy You. May I continue to receive the greatest grace in just enjoying my identity & authority in You so I may have the most beautiful  feet in the world. May I feed Your lambs as I praise Your Name, all the days of my Life.


Wednesday, April 29, 2009

LIFE. "Your Love is beautiful beyond description. It it not fathomable." speechless. in awe.
side note: last Friday. A girl at work wanted my bible, so I gave it to her. new one coming in the mail, yay! :D

Sunday Message 1st(p.song): *Acts 2:24-47 "Unique Church - church that saves the field"
                               2nd(psong): *                "Enjoy Identity: Angels' protection & HS guidance"

Monday Message (p.ryu): *Ex. 14:19-20 "Jehovah, who works in advance &  protects from behind"
                                              -God mobilizes His angels ahead moves everything for world evangelism.
        camp msg(hyunwoo): *Acts 8:26-40 God told Philip (via His angel) to go to where the Eunuch was.
                                               Through the prepared eunuch, all of Ethiopia heard the gospel.
Direction: Find/Seek God's plan for Citrus College. Be led by Holy Spirit.
Field - citrus college camp: When we broke off in pairs, I was told to approach this girl sitting nearby.
         So I went. Porcha, one girl, prepared to hear the Word accepted Jesus as her Saviour & wants
         continuation. She wants to bring Angela next week.

Tuesday Biz msg(p.ryu): *Acts 3:1~12 "Welfare and Missions"
Field - my apt: Sitting at home, just meditating on His Word & working... I hear the evangelist (that I live with)
           talking to her son's friend in the room next to mine. I have a feeling she is sharing the gospel, so by God's
           grace I prayed for her. Soon after, she comes in my room and asks me to share (b/c her son is
           embarrassed of her broken english)... I ask him he has heard of the gospel... he gets a phone call, so I say
           I'll come back. I continuously prayed, then came back when he was done. By God's grace, I was able to
           share the gospel and Devon accepted Jesus as his Saviour. Continuation is wanted, but time is not
           determined... praying.
Field - India? I received an email today - all expense paid trip to India to perform with my old troupe Kung Fu
        Femmes. Terry, Victoria, Natasha, Amy & myself... Lord, Welfare and Missions? may I see the field the
        way you see it. Out of the group that is going... prepared individuals to meet you?


Thursday, April 16, 2009

I miss you and I love you.

There is one thing that I know I must do, (I pray) I will be holding on to You....

All that I need is You, Lord Jesus, All that I need is You, from early in the morning till late at night, all that I need is You.

Jesus, lover of my soul, Jesus, (I pray) I will never let you go. You've taken me from the miry clay, set my foot upon the Rock, and now I know. I need You. I love You. though my world may fall, (You'll) never let me go. My Saviour, my precious Lord, I will worship You until the very end.

Jesus, You name is Power, Jesus Your name is Light, Jesus Your name will break every stronghold, Jesus Your name is Life.

As the deer panteth for the water, so my soul longeth after You, You alone are my hearts desire, and I long to worship You. You alone are my strength my shield, to You alone may my spirit yield.

I will trust in the Lord with all my heart, lean not on my own understanding, in all my ways acknowledge You and You will make my paths straight.

I will not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, I shall present my requests to You, and the peace of God, which transcends all understanding will guard my heart and mind in Christ Jesus.

May praise and worship pour out of me daily, 24-7, all the days of my life. glorify Yourself. May Your Word be the lamp unto my feet, so that I may have the most beautiful feet in the world, with the power from Your Word may Your Light shine so brightly within me that people have no choice but to confess Jesus as Lord. May Your kingdom come & Your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven.

my life is not worth living if it does not bring glory to Your name. Thank you, beyond words, for the love You have shown me through Christ, Your precious Son. Hear my prayer & praise, although I am unworthy to even utter Your Name, may it be lifted to You so all the world may know "I am" is with me.

Lord, I miss You and I love You.



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